Getting up at 5am wasn't any easier today but I did it anyway. I ignored the alarm and snuggled deep within the covers, trying to go back to sleep. Then this tiny, annoyingly shrill voice started shrieking that I needed to get my butt in gear right now. I thought I could just workout after work and sleep a little longer but I could get no peace.
As I dragged myself out of bed I realized I'd finally arrived at just the place I needed to be. The desire to be fit is burning strong and refuses to be silent. Before, I would always rely on someone else to motivate me, to tell me what to do and to make me do it. Pretty sad huh? Today is the very first day that I didn't need any assistance. I scheduled my workout on the teambachbody website and I kept my appointment. No excuses. And even though I was still tired I brought it this morning. Now my job is to keep that fire stoked. I know that if I do I'll get there.
Once I finished working out, I tossed those evil holiday leftovers like butter cookies. I just don't need that kind of crap hanging around the house. I have so much I want to accomplish in the next 6 months and I know that it's my job, my responsibility to see that it happens. And dare I say that once I got passed the warmup I actually enjoyed that workout? Yeah, now that's what I'm talking about!
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